I knew but was too stupid and to into him to realize that all it would amount to is casual company. I'm tired of making excuses for the dirt bags i date. So i made a list and decided that if i was going to put myself through the emotional lottery again this one better at least be on the list. And so it began... I had an innocent little crush. I never would have though that he would ask me out... i never date crushes i just get crushed... and then the moment came when he asked me to walk him home. OMG i could not believe how comfortable i was...then the prolonged when will he ask me out...then i lost hope and knew that was all i was getting. then right when i lost hope bam out of left field an invitation to go watch a fucking movie at his apartment, I knew something was off i even blogged about it in my previous clueless post... why are we still on nothing? i can't stop thinking about him and i hate it...