I had a horrible emotion in senior project that lead to my break through of what drives my work.  I need to show i exist. Somehow my work has to be functional. I keep using my brother's death as a reference. The idea of him dying is not relevant its the action of me actually existing and having to own that moment and emotion. I don't care what my name its not Female King that bothers me its the act that i am actually here. I just realized that my whole life has been to make a point of existence.